Today has been a rough day. I got scary news about a relative, who has struggled with demons all his life. I woke with a migraine. It has been hot and humid. Overall, though, Janey has been cheerful, and until this evening I was holding it together. Now, I'm not. Sometimes it just all feels so overwhelming and never-ending. Not even just Janey, but so many people's struggles. I know so many people who struggle every day to make sense of their lives, to find meaning in their life after difficult childhoods, or multiple losses or internal beasts that just don't want to let go. I wish I could do more for others; I wish my own life was not so overwhelming that I often don't have the resources to help others more. I don't want to be the one who needs help. That is not a role I ever, ever wanted to have. And yet it is teaching me, although it's a hard lesson. There is not help out there as there should be. We don't have answers for life's tough struggles. I get tired of reading and hearing about therapy, counselling. Not that they don't have their places, but they don't fix anyway. Some problems because they are not fixable, some because talking about them is not what is needed. What is needed is money, programs, volunteers, a change of society's heart.
I will stop before I turn to a bit of rambling. But I'll leave with a thought. Pick someone you know that needs help---an ear to listen, a friendly smile, a word of encouragement. Not money, not any long term commitment, but just a kind boost. Pick someone like that every day, and give them that boost. If you are that someone needing the boost, I want to say---you are not alone.
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I think we all are that person that needs a boost at times. While there is always someone whose situation or troubles are worse than ours, our problems and trials are just that, OURS and at times can be overwhelming and leave us depressed, stressed and wondering how on earth we are going to survive or deal with the problem, especially when we are hit with multiple problems at once.
It is hard to learn how to handle our own situations at times and we all do that in different ways. I think sometimes we get wrapped up in our own problems too and don't make ourselves available to be there for anyone else. I know there have been times when I have put my problems on a back burner and been there for someone else only to find a simple solution to my problem. We all need help at times.
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